What is our responsibility level as mentally ill people? What are we accountable for, what is our personality, what is our illness and at which point does the fact that bad or criminal behaviour isn’t “us” but our illness cease to matter in the interests of public safety?
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In the aftermath of the tragedy in Melbourne on Friday 20th January 2017,
Australia has been left reeling with anger and questions. Mental illness is now
in the spot light again but for all the wrong reasons.
If you are unfamiliar with the story, on Friday the 20th
January 2017 a man by the name of “Dimitrious Gargasoulas” went on a rampage
through the streets of Melbourne that ended with him driving a car into the
busy Bourke Street Mall and ploughing down anyone in his path. At the time I
write this 4 people are dead including a 10yr old child and many others in
serious and critical condition in hospital.
The perpetrator received a gun shot wound to the arm and was
dragged from his vehicle and arrested, images show him lying cuffed on his back
wearing nothing but red underpants while other images show the now empty mangled
pram that was dragged along the street.
Australia understandably wants blood, as more information
comes into public light people are calling en masse for the death penalty. It
seems the man had a history of mental health problems, drug use and violence
and was actually out on bail relating to a stabbing incident the previous
weekend.
Most troubling are his
recent Facebook posts, religious themes and delusions of grandeur indicating
that he was probably in the midst of a psychosis. This is particularly
upsetting because the start of the tirade of posts predates his recent arrest
which means he was questioned by authorities while obviously mentally unstable
and he wasn’t sectioned or held in custody, he was bailed.
Facebook post from 9th Jan “TODAY THE GODS HAVE
GIVEN ME WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE. THEY HAVE AWOKEN ME. IHAVE MY ANSWERS ALSO
VISION OF A FUTURE THAT IS CLOUDED THE WORK OF SATAN TO FACE ME AND FAIL OVER
AND OVER AMUSES ME RATHER THAN SHAKE ME TO THE GROUND”
Facebook post from 16th Jan: “I DECLARE WAR ON
TYRANNY TODAY YOU DOGS WILL HAVE THE OPTION TO EITHER BELIEVE IN ME AND HIS
POSITIVE ENERGY HE OFFERS AND STAY FAITHFUL TO ME OR SERVE THE ONE WHO ESLAVES
YOU AT HIS FEET I OFFER FREEDOM NO WORK NO BILLS JUST THAT WE ALL KEEP FAITH
AND BELIEVE IN THE ONE GOD THE ONE HIGHER BEING BEING FOR THE GOOD AND PROTECT
THE ENERGY THAT HE GIVES WITH YOUR HEART GOD BLESS EVERYONE IN THE WORLD IT IS
ABOUT TO CHANGE XOXO”
Note the escalation of content, lack of any punctuation, grandeur, capital letters
and phrasing. I write this way when I am manic.
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An overwhelming
amount of Facebook commenters are angrily saying that “he will just be let off
because of his mental health problems” while “drug induced” is a common phrase,
they are also fearfully throwing words like Bipolar and Schizophrenia around
like they are dirty and dangerous.
I fear that this incident will undo a lot of the good work
and results we have been seeing over the last few years to end the stigma
surrounding mental illness. Situations like this are not the norm. This scares
the public, this scares ME.
During my stays in psychiatric hospitals I have seen many,
many people with what I will call “organic” psychosis, an episode brought on by
their illness – bipolar, schizophrenia etc – the majority of them are in their
own worlds, opinionated yes, perhaps an unintentional risk to others, but not really
what I would call “scary” dangerous.
ICE induced psychosis however was a totally different ball
game. That was TERRIFYING. I remember one guy in particular coming in with
about 6 police officers, 2 ambulance officers and half of the staff in the unit
trying to hold him down just to sedate him. If a two year old had walked up to
him and smiled he wouldn’t have hesitated to rip its arms and legs off.
Mental illness is certainly unpredictable; does that automatically
make people with mental illness’s dangerous? Does that make ME potentially
dangerous? Could I actually be capable of doing such horrific things?
During manias I have certainly experienced the feeling of
being “God” or at least “at one with God”, I have made very poor judgement
calls and been paranoid but I have never, ever wanted to hurt anybody other
than myself. Could that change?
I can say now while I am well that if I were ever to do
something like this I would want to be imprisoned, because even if I was ‘unwell’
and ‘not in my right mind’ when the incident occurred, just knowing that I was
capable of such horrific things if I was to become unwell again is enough to
make me fear being allowed to walk in public.
Frankly, sick or sane, in most instances if we commit a
violent crime I feel that we should be held accountable for that. We can’t just
let dangerous people out on the streets because they have a mental illness. If
someone is deemed ‘dangerous’ they need to remain in custody / hospital for the
duration of the time they are considered dangerous, then if a crime was
committed and a prison sentence is required, it should be served.
I guess this is what happens when are ill and we get
sectioned. It’s happened to me, and as much as I hate being sectioned because “I
know better”, I have to respect the fact that the doctors don’t know me as a
person, they can’t see inside my head and feel my feelings and if they declare
me “a danger to myself or others” based on my outward actions then they are
doing that to prevent incidents like the one in Melbourne and I want incidents
like that prevented.
You have to wonder if this tragedy could have been prevented if only Dimitrious Gargasoulas had received proper care for his psychotic episode earlier, or if he had not been released on bail only a few days earlier. Is he just an asshole criminal who belongs in prison with or without mental illness as a factor, or is he changed into this terrible person only when he is unwell?
When all is said and done, every criminal incident involving mental health factors needs to be treated individually based on the persons lifestyle choice, interest and willingness to maintain good mental health ( I hate to use the word 'compliance') and of course scale of the crime and chance of repeat offence. There simply is no 'one size fits all' solution.
I send all my love to the victims and families of the Bourke St Mall tragedy, I pray that Dimitrious Gargasoulas is prosecuted to the full extent of the law, regardless of his mental illness and I sincerely hope that Australia can continue working to end the stigma regarding mental health in times of fear and uncertainty.
The news report you refer to in this story is a sad and continuing commentary and it needs to not only be taken seriously, but be taken in context. Whether in a normal state, a drug-induced state, or mental health psychosis, we, as individuals, are responsible for seeking the help that we need before it gets too far and we hurt somebody else.
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